2 A New Start - My Death & Rebirth

A New Start, A New Love


"OMG, why, why is this happening?".

Without realizing where I was running to and where I was going, clouded with massive falling tears, I just ran. I was like the flash, blazing out of my husband's office. I didn't bother looking where I was going. I don't look back to see if he's chasing me. Memories of us together is playing a like a movie in my head.

I stop right outside the office. Breath, breath I say to myself.

I can't, my hand tightens, my legs feel jelly. Why am I panicking? Everything seem to be a blur.

Please help me, calling out to anyone, I can't breath, it's so tight and painful.

I didn't even know that at this moment, I was standing in the middle of the road.

Bam! I was hit by something. I flew up into the air and fell down hard, lifeless in front of a bus. I laid there bloody and broken. I was breathless, couldn't even comprehend what was going on, the excruciating pain in my body, bleeding....

In the corner of my eyes, I see my husband Jacob running towards me. I see him yelling and crying looking at me while I lay there lifeless.

I can't hear, I can only see his lips moving. I can see he's trying to say something. Is he saying he's sorry? Does he love me? Is he saying that he is sorry and that he loves me. Why?

I can barely open my eyes, I look at him with devastation, sadness. Knowing that this might be my last time I see him, I try to reach out my arms to caress his face. Trying to move my right arm up, no strength left, my arm barely rising but it drops slowly. It's almost like those moments you see a romance moving when the main female lead dies beautifully laying in her lover's arms.

I breath my last breath, suffocating, my last tear drops and I close my eyes forever! Only in darkness, no pain, I died!

Present 2011

Ouch! Holy moly, my head is pounding so bad. What's going on? Last thing I remember was running out of my so call husband's office in tears. He cheated!

Knock, Knock....

I hear someone knocking on the door. I look up to see where I am. Due to my headache, I'm a bit dizzy and dehydrated. I check my surrounding, I see a lavender painted wall with butterflies swirling around drawn on the walls. Huh? This looks oddly familiar. I looked to the right and see a white desk with a picture frame of me and my high school friends, dated 2011. Isn't that my graduation year? What's going on? I check see a hello kitty alarm on the right with time of 6:45AM, date 2/10/2011.

"Sweetie, sweetie, are you up? Your mom wants to know what you want for breakfast? Same ol', wheat toast, sliced avocado and mozzarella on top? Sweetie?".

Is that my dad's voice...I can't believe it....dad? No shit! Is this what they call rebirth?